this is too much info;you better sit down....

it will be a long time b4 i can tell you what this is all about ,however:
i think since i didn't come thru with water oranges and milk she is unable to bring anything to Mary forward
the one that was here and said I'm Mary and said they ll let you go but they wont let me go....mob speak she gives me....Mary must be being beaten hostage and starving; I'm ,not allowed to see ,to identify her ..latex or no
now her cars gone so she must have gone b4 i could give her anything to deliver cause that one time i bot her the crate of organic milk i saw her hand it,to a guy about 50 overweight proud balding blond and in a Parker ,she denied it.but it was the same box i just gave her and looked just as sturdy as it was from the factory.
but she said she wont go till Tuesday but shes gone and i recall TUESDAY is another signal only and means nothing
there's something more
I'm out of my mind with grief and i cant go to anyone without them pulling up false accusations and false nut records on me and starting it allover again rehashing false dirty records even if i fail to give my consent;psychs have ways of getting and using confidential records
and another thing;i recall Karen Bellanger wasn't Karen bellanger but told me her name and said zoolas beat her up and described the record and how affluent she was dressed like my mom...
well mom did disappear, and was doubled and Karen had leukemia and she could have been my mom and when this alias was with me i recognized her as the Ste Chretien girl Debbie pellitier a high schoolfriend and gay female with Debbie carter from Lynn i grew up with...not Karen bellanger who i met in high school later at Ste Chretien
and when Barone was killed peliteirs stuff was all over the apt above the murder going,on....and on top,of my brothers' Mr rent office,in peabody,
also when i was with this Debbie, and she called herself Karen bellanger, who could have been mom with leukemia ,and a love of my life by the way ...a significant-call came thru and alias Karen who was Debbie ,was tossed the phone receiver ,by me ,when my mom
was in a foreign land ,and said if i didn't stop it; her and dad would be cut up to pieces now ,and i said: what !; stop what?, and she yelled ah?!,too late ,too late ;so i gave it to Karen,in a frustrated panic; who was Debbie ,also with mob thru her family, by the way ,since grade school....
and ,she hung up abruptly ,on her;which.... i never forgave her ,for slaming the phone down,then i got rosemary ,and ,d.c. come in ,as mom ;working in wake- Field;ma. i verified it was her ,aka rosemary ; a couple of yrs.later ;
i would have married the real ,Karen or Helena ,or rosemary but not Debbie and Debbie carter did meet me later with rosemary and a ms Debbie Carr also in jersey
when d c came in and i knew it was a early double from lynnfield of my mom she was connected to white and also to the gran daughter of Angela landsbury who plagiarized a script for beauty and the beast for the late Disney
i loved her too but Mob killed her by lung gas eating her lungs away after setting a hazard fire near her home in jersey
at the time of d c coming in Thur aarp that was when i got a Polaroid snap shot of mom in a glass bottom boat with Purana everywhere and in the glades
same time as call of chop chop
now do you have a referral not a psych trip to give me ?
i want to start in detail ,from the beginning and speak to a healthy media person its the only justice available now
I'm in so much grief so constant meds wont do anything but brain damage and shorten my life ;closure will do it all then i can accept the grief which seems i have to anyways.....if i don't get verification you received all this i will blogg it or put in book when ever i get a sane place NOT HERE!,to write.
by the way good fellas was Watergate,from a different attractive Karen ,meaning not Debbie;see the legs ,on the bedroom scene, with the gun in his face
it was from a couple of stand ins from Selena(one was related to rape-scenes in liqiud sky) ,Joan, and ,Debbie, and Karen, stand ins; helicopters scenes; and all words verbatim; and actions, on first fl 62 fays ave Lynn,ma.my house from my grandmother they took over...(ted stole as usual) after a gottie deal ;who i told all about ,Warner bro .,stealing and, Hollywood Watergate ,and bulger, deals,with my sister and pisani ....in that movie was a pick up who had to have her hat also get me? Watergate segments verbatim put together dinero puts together anything whether it makes sense or not and uses it
no directors writers all on paper for the funds income just like me board of directors r.e.and concerned citizens committee
get me
like i was on the bill Lilly payroll too never a dime all to ted and themselves
when i really made a bang in Hollywood with my songs it was then mom was doubled and, i kept doing even more colossal songs when i should have stopped .
i am supposed to sound coherent not mish-mash but too much info and too little time and space;beyond the scope here...sorry
do you mind if i ask mob that owes me, that the - Dr. UNSCROUPULOUS fiend;payoff sadist ferrilwho was SUSPENDED 6 TIMES ,in 2 states,AKA Ferrel(look up definaition,of "ferril-womin",in lit.underthe chapter: RED SHOES,....sorry forgot the famous book title. ) ,that he be deluged ,with problems; hanged; skinned-alive, and ,replaced ? my favor,
after all; mob KNOWs I'm owed,but ,i sure don't sing anymore ,after this displacement,so you can listen to recycle ca ca i did ,or nothing ,but,some real ca ca ,from someone else,now,on the radio....
you know fbi wont bother with us ,or me ,but ,fbi sure will get fame and fortune out of this, if they can ,i care cause they left everyone to die and ostrisized me ,and, i know dirty cop ,cook's, definately ,on the trail;he can, also stick his "shut-up",or else- threats up his...AZ...(11am est. 7/26/05)
i want my sisters, around me(,includes mom): we would die ,for ea.,other.
signed,and,respectfully submitted, to cia ,and certain news anchor/media
the xslavesinger,
for the mob.